THE SEARCH: Have you seen it? I can't seem to find it anywhere. Keep looking-

"Oh Dear Dream of Mine"

~By Elle J~

I have searched for you everywhere.

In empty bins of dreams,

Within ripped mattress seams.

I have made "WANTED" signs,

I've looked for you between unwritten lines,

Of the story of my unhappening life.

You don't know what I've done to find you.

I'm desperately in need of your light right now.

Tell me how,

How must I find you if all my other options depend on you too?

I don't know what to with myself.

Can't find that hope in anything else.

Once I find what I'm in search of, I won't ever let it go.

Once I find my hope to fly, I will just know.

When I find you, Oh Future of Mine, 

Oh Reason to Live, just watch what I do.

Yes, indeed, I will follow you through.

Just a little poem I came up with to inspire those in the same ball game as me- desperately searching for your calling- I hear ya loud and clear, and eventually, your future will too. ;P

~ELLE J~ <3<3<3